Thursday, June 20, 2019
Fifteen Questions About Myself
Folks, I'm going to take a break (temporary) from my blog posts about my week in Philly and class reunion. One of my favorite bloggers recently posted a blog of fifteen questions about himself. I read his post and I like these questions so here goes, I'm going to share a window into my personality for those of you who are interested.
1. Name three things you love about yourself
When I was younger I didn't like too much about myself if anything but as I've grown older and gained a better perspective on life I have discovered I'm not as bad as I was brought up to believe. Thus the following are three things that I like about myself:
1. My honesty. I am totally honest sometimes to my detriment. I can be no other way. Of course my honesty has often been used against me but I will continue to be honest because if I have nothing else, I have my own self respect.
2. My body. Yes, I like the body that life has given me. At one time in my life (when I was younger again) I thought I was too tall, skinny, awkward, gangly, lopsided eared, big nose, not athletic and many other imperfections that my father was all too willing to point out to me. However, as I've grown more mature I realize that this is exactly the body I wanted.
3. My homosexuality. Seriously folks, if there is a God (which I don't believe) I believe it is a blessing that I was born gay. I have seen life from a different perspective, met challenges (and overcome them) and understand how other persecuted minorities cope. Plus, I cannot imagine a greater feeling of love that I have had during my seventy-seven years on the earth. I'm one of those gay people who has never felt ashamed of who I am nor the need to apologize for the way I was born.
2.What's the bravest thing you've ever done?
I stood up at a town hall meeting of my Congressman and objected to the reference of gay friends of mine who were attending a march for equality in Washington D.C. as "garbage." I knew I was in the minority if not the only person at this town hall meeting who would express this view but I did not know that I was would physically attacked by a self described "good Christian man" who later claimed that he wasn't told "gay people would be at the town hall meeting." The "good Christian man" attempted to strangle me before he was pulled off of me by my Congressman and several policemen. After this incident I stayed for the duration of the meeting and afterwards fully expected to be attacked outside the borough hall where the meeting was held. I wasn't but that was the most nervous time of my life as I walked out of that meeting with my knees literally buckling but I couldn't sit there and let my friends be described as "garbage" and my Congressman say nothing.
3. Talk about the craziest night of your life.
Oh my, there have been several "craziest nights" but perhaps the craziest was when I had a one night stand with an airline pilot who said he had some "Hawaiian weed - best in the world". I had tried pot several times and was unimpressed but that night, his weed, it was wild. He was right. I don't remember much of the details of that night but I do remember that I was totally uninhibited and had a wonderful time. Then there was that threesome I had in Provincetown on the last night of my stay with the houseboy and Brad but no weed was involved, just fabulous bodies.
4. Name three things you want in life
1. Someone of love and be loved by
2. Own my own home
3. Enough income to live comfortably
Of course good health, that goes without saying.
Secured all there thank you!
5. Who is your biggest celebrity crush?
I used to have many of them when I was younger. Guy Madison, Farley Granger (before I found out he was very gay), and many other movie stars all dark haired, no blondes interestingly. These days I don't have any celebrity crushes, my crushes are every day Americans (and Canadians).
6. What's your most common mistake?
My naivete. I always assume the best in people and I am always surprised when some people let me down by their selfishness and meanness
and abusing my friendship. Once they do that, I'm gone.
7. What three things would you save if there was a fire?
1. My photographs
2. My journals
3. The contents of my safe (birth certificate, passport, rings.
8. What is your favorite sport?
Easy answer, I have no favorite sport. Period. Used to like baseball but not now.
9. Talk about something good that recently happened to you.
My trip to Philadelphia with my friend Pat. Also my trip to my 60th class reunion with Pat. Quarterly Pat and I meet for a trip. Best time of my life. Always something to look forward to.
10. Which fictional world would you live in if your could?
One in which there were no venal politicians. No Donald Trump. No hypocrite Christians. No cruelty to children and animals. Of course no such fictional world exists.
11 What's the one thing you can never say "no" too?
Hummus and chips
Homemade soup comes in a close second
12. Talk about a childhood memory?
I grew up living in a second floor apartment. During the summer, I occasionally was invited to spend a "couple of weeks" in the country. One was with my Mother's step sister Mary. The other was with the sister of my Aunt Peggy to keep her son "Ducky" company. Oh how I loved those "couple of weeks" in the summer where I could play on real ground and not run down the stairs of my apartment building in the white trash section of Downingtown and play near the railroad tracks I can still smell the coal tar of those railroad tracks. I would much rather smell the grass and greenery of the country where I was so fortunate to stay. I remember one summer I missed a chance to "go in the country." My father, cruel as he was, was happy that I screwed up and missed my chance. He actually tricked me into giving the wrong answer. Maybe I liked going in the country to get away from him. My father didn't like me. A simple statement but a fact, his treatment of me during those formative years of mine has affected my whole life.
13. Name five things you find attractive in others.
1. A nice, generous person who respects me and who I can respect
2. A person who actually listens to me when I talk
3. In men, an older guy who is physically fit
4. A person who doesn't take life too seriously and can laugh at themselves
5. A person with a natural talent whether it be in writing, music or art.
14. Are you good at making decisions or do you easily change your mind?
I am good at making decisions. Not always the right decision but I weigh all the facts and usually make my decision quickly.
15. Name three guilty pleasures
1. My quarterly visits with Pat, my Canadian Travel Buddy - Philadelhia twice a year, Canada and California
2. Reading celebrity biographers, preferably of the
Golden Age of Hollywood
And honorable mention taking photos and videos with my iPhone
There you go folks, another window into my personality. Make of it what you will. I enjoyed making the list.