Sunday, November 06, 2011

Judge Beats Daughter

Most of you have already heard about the Texas judge who beat his daughter with a belt for downloading songs from the Internet.  Like most of you, this judge's cruelty and barbarity towards his daughter sickened and disgusted me.  I wasn't going to post my reaction to this because I like to keep my blog postings light and happy but I feel compelled to say something.

The judge reminded me of my father.  Yes, my father used to beat me and my brothers with a belt just like this judge beat the hell out of his daughter.  Perhaps the only difference was that he didn't use the "F" word but he did use plenty of "Goddamn you kids!" The other difference was that we weren't beaten for downloading songs from the Internet.  The best I can remember we were beaten because he either made too much noise in the adjoining bedroom.  My brothers and I slept were in the same bedroom and slept in the same bed until I was 16 years old at which time I asked for my own bed which I got for Christmas (a folding bed).

Some of the other reasons why he beat us was if we didn't weed enough rows of corn or do proper weeding.  The worst beating I ever got was when I was caught playing with matches.  It was so bad I can't even remember the actual event but I do clearly remember my Mother telling me "Wait until your father gets home, I'm telling him." I remember being so scared that I had trouble breathing.  My mind has blocked out the actual beating.  However, I do remember, even to this day, the palpable fear knowing that I was going to get a good beating with his belt.  I will say one thing though, he never beat us with the buckle.  I guess we should be thankful for that.

I had no way to fight back agains the beatings except not to cry.  That would make him even angrier.  When I found out that I had that "weapon", I refused to cry when he beat me with a belt.  Mind you, my "infractions", except for the playing with matches, were never serious.  I remember one other time I got a beating.  I had spent a couple of weeks in the summer visiting relatives their farm in the country (we lived in town).  At breakfast I was served with eggs, bacon and butter on my toast.  I made an innocent comment "I never get butter and eggs at home." I wasn't saying it to be disrespectful of my father, it was just a happy comment I made in appreciation for the different kind of breakfast I got from my hosts.  At home the rule was we kids age margarine and only my father was allowed to eat butter.  It wasn't a big deal to us unless we got caught eating his butter.  Then of course we got a beating.  Well, when the comment was passed back to my father from my host, I got a good beating for "embarrassing him."  He told me I was lucky to get anything to eat.  One of his favorite sayings was "I brought you into this world and I can take you out."

Now mind you, I wasn't a bad kid.  In fact I was a pretty good kid.  I was very shy and timid (unlike now) and always avoided trouble.  But with "Pop", sometimes trouble found me and my brothers.

The beatings, except for the time I got beat for playing with matches, never caused any significant physical injuries, for which I probably should be thankful.  As I entered my teens and I complained to my Mother about the beatings, she told me "You father has scars on his back from the beatings his father used to give him."  So I guess I should have counted myself lucky that he never left scars.

My Mother was also subjected to beatings as she grew up.  This is ironic because she came from a completely different culture than my father.  My father's family emigrated from the hillbilly hills of western North Carolina in the late 1920's to southeastern Pennsylvania.  My Mother's family was from Quaker roots in southeastern Pennsylvania.  Apparently both cultures believed in beating their children into submission.

My Mother often told me the story of how she got beat once because when she was cooking potatoes for mashed potatoes. She was only twelve years old at the time but she was expected to cook dinner for her father, bothers and sisters and step-mother - her mother died when she wasn't quite two years old - yes, she had a Cinderalla like childhood.  When her father ("Grandpop") came home and found that the potatoes weren't cooked yet because the potatoes were cut too big, he went into his bathroom and got his razor strap and returned to the kitchen to grab her quivering arm and beat the hell out of her, in full view of the whole family just to "make an example" to his other children, as Grandpop liked to say.

Another time she got beat (she was 14 years old this time) because she didn't come home soon enough after being sent to the corner grocery store.  Just as she left the store with the provisions for dinner, a thunderstorm poured down on her.  She sought shelter under a lamppost until the rain let up.  After the rain let up (about ten minutes) she continued her journey home.  Because she was late with dinner, Grandpop got out his razor strap again and gave her a good shellacking.

Then there were the times that something happened and my father didn't know who did it and we wouldn't tell.  Those times he would beat all of us.  My Mother said Grandpop used to do the same thing to his children, "Just to make sure I got the right one."

I grew up in the Fifties.  I remember hearing about "spankings."  Ha!  I wish I had just got a "spanking."  Oh no, when "Pop" got mad, he got his belt out and gave it to us good.  Being a kid in this days; the Fifties when I was growing up and the Twenties and early Thirties when my Mother was growing up; beatings were just part of the growing up procedure.  Sure, I knew a lot of my friends and classmates at school didn't get beat like we did.  I was embarrassed that we got beat so I didn't say anything about it.  It was the Big Dark Secret.

I am so thankful now that this video has surface of the judge beating his daughter.  It is horrible to watch and I apologize for posting it but I think it is time that this country and this culture look for a different way to discipline their children.

Parents:  DO NOT BEAT YOUR CHILDREN.  I cannot say it any plainer than that. 


Sure, I may be called a liberal, bleeding heart weenie but to me nothing seems so wrong as violence visited upon children, or animals.

I remember vividly one time my father almost beat one of his dogs to death because it had killed some of his chickens.  He had a chicken pen with about 45 chickens.  He put one of his young dogs near the pen to "guard" the chickens.  Well, this dog didn't know he was supposed to "guard" the chickens.  Shortly after my father placed his dog near the chicken pen, the dog got loose and killed some of his chickens.  My father got home from work and found out and beat that dog with a stick until the dog couldn't stand.  Of course the dog didn't know what he was being beating for.  And from that day on, the dog would shake like a leaf anytime my father came near him.  He eventually gave the dog away because he wasn't a good "guard" dog.  Do you think?  I wonder why.

I could tell some other horrendous stories but I think I made my point.

Watching this video of the judge beating his daughter brought back all the bad old memories that I have long buried.  All the horrible memories.

This is one reason why I am grateful for the new Internet age where these cruelties can be exposed and hopefully our culture will change.  From cops beating the hell out of an already subdued prisoner to a babysitter beating a child or a caregiver beating an invalid elderly person, the New Age of the Internet and the all pervasive video will expose this barbaric activity to the civilized people of our culture and barbarism will stop.  


As a footnote, the beatings stopped when I was about fourteen years old.  The last time my father hit me was when he was in the living room with two of his brothers.  I was sixteen years old.  I wanted to borrow his car (which I had never done before) to take my date to my Senior Prom.  He wouldn't loan it to me.  When I had asked him I was in the process of cleaning the bathroom.  My job was always to clean the entire house, do the dishes and any work he wanted in the garden.  My brothers never cleaned the house or did the dishes.  I never complained about cleaning the house but I thought just this once, since I was cleaning the house he would show his appreciation and loan me his car.  When I asked him he said "No!" like he usually did. All the times before he said "No!" I said nothing and went away.  However, this time I did say something smart (I forget what I said but it was disrespectful).  When he heard what I said (his two brothers were witnessing this), I saw fire in his eyes and he slugged me so hard that I lost my balance and fell into the bathtub.  I had embarrassed him in front of his brothers.  That was unforgivable.  This was the first (and last) time that he ever hit me with his fist.  He laid a good one on me too.  I was sore for two weeks and had a big bruise on my cheek plus I was sore from the way I fell into the bathtub. Even though I was hurt and humiliated (this did happen in front of my uncles), I refused to cry which further enraged him.  He through a few more "GD"s" at me but then left with his brothers.  I never asked him again to borrow his car (and I never did borrow his car in my lifetime).  We never spoke of The Incident.  A few months later I joined the Army and I was out of his house.  

By the way, it wasn't easy writing about what happened to me.  Also, remember that both my parents were beaten as children.  I must have missed that gene because I have never had the urge to beat anyone.  I always attributed that to my gay gene.  Maybe not, maybe it's just the wrong thing to do.

Me on my father's shoulders - 1942


  1. You're right. There is no justification for beating a child. There are plenty of ways to discipline a child that do not include a belt and violent anger.

  2. Ron,

    Gee, what a wonderful couple, what an fine example of parenthood. And what a highly educated vocabulary these lowlifes have.


  3. Lar,
    What went on in my home was, of course, not something I talked about in the Fifties. I suspect my home wasn't the only one. I was very ashamed. Ironically, back then I thought it was my fault. You know how brainwashed we were back in those days. You said you were always afraid of my father. You had reason to be. One time I even got a beating because I had a friend over. I was not allowed to have ANY FRIENDS at the house. They were away so I thought it wouldn't make a difference. It did. I never invited friends again.

  4. You are right Cubby, there is absolutely no justification for beating a child with a belt and in anger. NONE. There are plenty of other ways of disciplining a child. I'm glad this has all come to light now.

  5. Alas I see too many people 'passing it on" as they now identify with the beater, and 'what was done to me is OK to do onto others'.
    And the beaters of today are not ashamed but proud of their beatings.

  6. Dr. Spo,

    Yes, that is the depressing aspect of this video, the number of people who agree with the beater. One would hope they would be shamed into not beating. One would hope.

  7. Anonymous10:16 AM

    Awful, just awful parenting. I was flabbergasted when the mother beat her too. I wish the daughter would report them to the authorities but she is probably scared for her life. I would be if I lived in that household. They are taking "spare the rod, spoil the child", way too far in my opinion.


  8. Fran.

    I agree with you, those parents are horrible. At least when my father took the belt after us it only lasted about 30 seconds. No seven minutes. My God.

  9. I had a similar childhood with my father and the leather belt... Only my father continued the beating until his arm got tired.

    Only my childhood wasn't during the twenties or the fifties but the eighties... and believe me, it still wasn't talked about then or reported by people who may have suspected.

    I now know that my other friends did get a few whacks with the belt, but it was only 2 or 3 whacks and it was reserved for extreme cirucmstances.

    I have since come to the conclusion that the reasons for the beatings only had to be insignificant as it gave an excuse for my father to release his anger with life, and in my father's case who was not macho, the beatings made him feel like a man.

    That is my understanding anyway, I will never know the truth.

    The belt beatings were only one part of his overall shitty behaviour with my family.

    I haven't spoken to my father in over 12 years, since I questioned him about ruining 4 childhoods and destroying my mother's livelihood, and his only response was that he "made right with god and does not have to make right with anyone else."

  10. Thank you for sharing your story. Even if it is one among many stories out there, beating children as a topic is just heartbreaking. I admire your strength that you were able to surpass it. Child abuse is one of those things that is unacceptable but is still happening these days.

  11. Hula Hank,

    Thank you for sharing your experience with me. Unfortunately too many children have to grow up experiencing beatings as part of parental discipline. I believe there are other more humane and effective ways to discipline a child. I feel bad for you though because even though my father beat me and my brothers, he was of the school of "only a few whacks." Of course when he "took the belt to us" it seemed like a long time but I doubt if it lasted more than a few minutes and maybe five or six whacks. Like I said, no permanent physical scars were left but there were mental scars. The only thing I can attribute my father's behavior to was that is the way he was raised and the same with my mother although she never beat us herself. The most she would do is give us a good twisting pinch, which we usually deserved.


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